IMMENSE SPOILERS TO COME. REMEMBER, YOU WERE WARNED.When Evangelion: 3.0+1.0: Thrice Upon a Time ended, I didn't know what to do at first. The movie had been pouring emotions into me for two and a half hours. All that feeling was choking me. There was simply so much on the screen, so much in the text, it was impossible to respond in any appropriate or sane manner. I wanted to scream, I wanted to weep, I felt like I was about to explode. I thought I would lose control and write a million words that very day. And...
...I've already begun to lose control.
Before we get to Evangelion 3.0+1.0, we have to go back to 1997 and talk about a different movie. Thrice Upon a Time is the fourth movie in the Rebuild of Evangelion film series, a very telling title of the new series' goals. Why are we rebuilding at all? At some point in the past, in spite of the sustained popularity as a brand, Neon Genesis Evangelion was destroyed. The film The End of Evangelion was that destruction. So before we get into the Joy of Rebirth, we need to watch endure the Fate of the Destruction. These two films are intertwined on many levels, which I'll get into more in Part 2.
The End of Evangelion, directed by Hideaki Anno, is still a controversial film, decades later. Considering how bold, unflinching, and strange the film it is, it would be disappointed if it wasn't divisive. A movie this difficult should not have an easy response. One of the bigger (re)-examinations of Evangelion in recent years happened on the Waypoint Podcast feed. The critics there gave a deep analysis in their first brush with the franchise. The End of Evangelion left them miserable and defeated. The movie is at times both challenging and hideous. Its grossest scenes remain notorious. All the technical artistry at work in Anno's eye for cinematography and gorgeous animation are somewhat betrayed by the twisted sexual insecurities at play on the script level. It's a hard movie to love.
Oh, and the world ends and everybody fucking dies.
The End of Evangelion is also one of the greatest movies ever made. It may sit right at the very top for me. That's a claim I'm a bit sheepish to admit to. But if I'm a critic worth anything, I should be able to back it up. This movie and Neon Genesis Evangelion have meant quite a lot to me personally. My own psychic defense, my AT field, is alarmed considering that I am daring myself to open up to such an extent. There is brilliance in The End of Evangelion. It isn't a movie that only exists to shock and appall, it is about redemption, hope, and the shaky first steps towards growth.